aysh
amanda yew
a.y.s.h@hotmail.com
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 9:37 PM
emo kids. =)
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we had fun today.
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but chits wont let me upload it on to youtube. she wouldnt let me upload it on mlg either. xD lol. its not everyday you see chits popping out from every other history panel which we had put in so much effort into... just to watch chits pop out spastically from behind each one.
but chits wont let me upload it on to youtube. she wouldnt let me upload it on mlg either. xD lol. its not everyday you see chits popping out from every other history panel which we had put in so much effort into... just to watch chits pop out spastically from behind each one.
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i got chits to do it actually. hah. i videotaped her with my phone popping out from one panel, then paused the recording, got chits to run to another random panel, started recording & got chits to pop out from it. & over & over & over again. xD
i got chits to do it actually. hah. i videotaped her with my phone popping out from one panel, then paused the recording, got chits to run to another random panel, started recording & got chits to pop out from it. & over & over & over again. xD
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so the video turned up to look like there were many many many chits hiding behind the panels. ahahahahahhaha. but since chits wont let me upload the video onto the net, i shall just let everyone out there imagine the stupidness one can actually be when told to be. ahahahhahahahhahahahahha. xDDD
so the video turned up to look like there were many many many chits hiding behind the panels. ahahahahahhaha. but since chits wont let me upload the video onto the net, i shall just let everyone out there imagine the stupidness one can actually be when told to be. ahahahhahahahhahahahahha. xDDD
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& untill someone manages to get chits to let me upload the video, here are some random stuff we did today.
& untill someone manages to get chits to let me upload the video, here are some random stuff we did today.
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gee, im starting to like history. xDDD
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gee, im starting to like history. xDDD
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erm. boo?
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extra chits. hmm.
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lol. laurie looks cute here.
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chits just looks dumb here. & her shirts tiny. haha.
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i have a pretty green hairband. =)
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laura trying to hide while eating chocolate. haha.
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i think history panels makes me happy. xDDD
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oh & after the history presentation today, we(aditi, chits, laura, zoey, lynette & me) went to mcdonalds for late lunch.(was about 245 i think.) bought sweets to stock up in class(shhh. dont tell.) then took 111 back to school.
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you know the charity thing where you buy a heart then put your name on it & they stick the millions of it on buses? yeah, the bus we took was one of those. there was one with "yew" written on it there.
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laura: "hey look, its you eh!" -points at the sticker-
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me: "how you know its me? you know how many people have the surname yew? my dad has it, my mum has it..." -almosts falls as the bus jerks & bangs into the metal pole. & drops my windbreaker as well- ( =.=... ouch...)
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me: -attempts to pick up my windbreaker- "my brothers have it..."
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laura: ahahahahha.
eh, you know that woman ah, i think she's laughing at you. -hints at her direction-
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woman in sunglasses(on the bus =.=...): -tries to stop smiling & looks away-
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omg. how embarrassing... its not my fault the bus jerked! its not my fault i dropped my windbreaker! its not my fualt the metal pole had to be there! & its not my fault my dad, my mum & my brothers have the same surname!!! oh shit. this is embarrassing... gaah.
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okay, i shall stop embarrassing myself now. =.=...
i need sleep...
zzz.
Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 11:31 PM
persevere!(quoted from wanyi)
my absoluetly wonderful tuition buddy who never fails in irritating our tuition teacher along with me, said that to me a few days(or weeks. not months though, that im sure. heh.) ago.
=))
with everything that im trying to cope with now, another oh so great news had to be slapped across my face. damnit, this year really sucks. nothing's been going right ever since. shit.
stressedstressedstressedstressed. gaah.
okay quoted once again:
"Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there."
-Will Rogers
"I've always wanted to be somebody, but I see now I should have been more specific."
-Lily Tomlin
"We spend the first twelve months of our children's' lives teaching them to walk and talk and the next twelve years telling them to sit down and shut up."
-Phyllis Diller
"Not all those who wander are lost."
-J.R.R. Tolkien
"Life is eternal, and love is immortal; and death is only a horizon; and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight."
-Anonymous
"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names."
-John F. Kennedy
"There is only one quality worse than hardness of heart and that is softness of head."
-Theodore Roosevelt
"It's clearly a budget. It's got a lot of numbers in it."
-George W. Bush
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lol, with all do respect, someone's gotta do something about that guy in the last quote. there were funnier ones, but you guys should go look it up on your own. & i didnt notice the url until i credited the source. hah. but no, its not written by me, quite cool ehs. xD
well that brightened up my day. =)
okay fine, one more. xD
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"For seven and a half years I've worked alongside President Reagan. We've had triumphs. Made some mistakes. We've had some sex ... uh...setbacks."
-George Bush
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(the dots say it all...)
ahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha. sorry, i just couldnt stop myself from putting that down. funny guy. ahahahaha. woah its getting late. i shall go luagh once more then go catch up on my ZZZZ's.
yup, & i just found out that 4hrs & 45mins of sleep isnt enough. & no i shant do that again. my bed needs me now.
Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 10:55 PM
my new husband.
i married a door today. & i named him DOOR. xDDD
then joan stole him away from me!!! =((
i wanted to marry a chair after that! >.<
but decided to get my husband back!!! =0
then nadine tried to steal him!!! =(((
then i remarried him. xDDDD
lol. okayokay, enough laming. the side effects from handstanding~. (joan!!! xD)
today dance as usual. tough on our homework dont you think. haish. anyways. today dance was, what should i call it... interesting. came early, no one else was there so i stared at the NCC ppl suffer their morning torment. haha. joan came then we started doing cartwheels(which im not the best at...), gave up, then started doing handstands. whee~
oh then jou teng & regina came. talked, did stuff & everything, then jou teng & i started oggling at wu zun's pictures. while we where in the midst of going "ahhh~ wu zun~" the seniors scared us half to death by shouting "JI3 HE2!!!". lol. was damn funny cuase jou teng & i were like frantically trying to keep our stuff & running at the same time. wasnt that successful. hahx.
dance, danced & kept dancing till lunch, then had pizza (woots! xie le ms ng!!), then went to cheers with jou teng. not an ideal lunch right after intensive. hmmm... some people went to paint the stuff after lunch. it turned out damn cool. but we're gonna dirty the white top. aiyos.
while we were resting, we started playing this super lame game. we sat in one circle & each one would say one word of the alphabet song. forefeit was to write your full name with your butt. lol. lingling was damn funny doing the butt dance. haha.
& then my smiles kinda died down by the end of practice. stress much...
oh wells. SYF nearing. MID YRS are huanting me as much. oh shit..
@ 1:25 AM
The Scars Don’t
The scars don’t remain
When you never raised a knife
To bleed dry your emotions
To take away your pain
The scars don’t remain
When you choose not to hear
You bear your last innocence
To take away the shame
The scars don’t remain
If your mind just pretends
The world still recites
In the vain hopes of again
The scars don’t remain
When silence rules the way
To forsake the once known fear
With only anger left to tame
The scars don’t remain
If imperfections are chained
By voices unknown
With nothing more to gain
completely copyrighted by AYSH
if by any ways it is copied or taken without my knowing and approval, you will meet your doom & die.
& if by any chance this poem happens to come from any other source(excluding me that is) please inform me.
this poem was written by me & i will not need the appreciation of anyone to post this anywhere else without that person wanting to die.
&, please comment. i know the phrase is repeated one too many times, but its the art of repetition. xD... im not the greatest poet in the world. its just for fun. so be nice.
@ 12:03 AM
my spree of imperfections.
someone help me. i need time.
im so sick of this. im so sick of everything. & i cant stop myself. i know its no use continuing. but its a habit i cant out grow. at least not this time. not now. when i cant even figure myself out, let alone everyone else's emotions.
when my world's going insane. i wish i was plastic. then at least i wont feel my emotions. at least i'll always smile. at least the world wouldn't be that much of a hasle.
at least scars dont remain.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 1:19 PM
-drools.
i <3 shiying! i <3 wu zun! i <3 shiying for giving me pics of wu zun!!! -muacks-! yayness~~ xiexie shiying!!!
anyways. mass lecture yesterday wasn't all that great. i tried to pay attention okay! (note the "tried" part. heh.) after lunch just didn't feel like doing science anymore. & i made a great accomplishment yesterday of tying chits shoelaces together. xD
just finished maths. lunch break nows... like 2 & a half hours more to go before dance. & we have to start on history project. uhh. chits is somewhere, luara's at band, zoey's just stoning, & im here blogging. gosh...
oh & for the oh so interested souls out there who wish to find out the number of projects we have to do:
history[panels]
(by next thursday)
history[video doc.]
(by dont know when)
math
(23rd march)
CME
(by dont know when)
music[dance+panel]
(by forgot when)
CS[learning jrny
(by dont know when)
HomeEc[exam prac]
(monday)
PBL[journals+research+models+website+presentation]
(july sometime)
great... just great... -_-"
Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
oh my dear wu zun.
how much shuai-er can u get? xD
okay, enough gaga-ing over my dear wu zun. xP you cant blame him for being shuai right?? lol.
anyway. i have to go back to school tmrw. for science mass lecture(gee, im so excited to be going over reproduction in human beings with the entire sec2 cohort with a male teacher going through it. uhhh... great...) haish. the freaking lecture's so long. does it take so long to go through one chapter to teach us about -ehem-... that stuff? gosh.
have dance after that. & my wrist just had to start hurting again. shit. thrw's like the first practice of the holiday & my wrists are already like. dead. haish. then the front part of the dance... i cant even put pressure on it, how to get up... urghh. freaking wrists. humph.
oh wells. si ye yao ping chu lai! (too lazy to translate to english.) i gotta go see a doctor about my wrist. their kind of pathetic... keep spraining them. dont know how either. =.=...
smart me huh. dammit.
Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 10:43 PM
hmm
today. umm. kinda overslept. dont know why. probably cuase mum was out & all that -ehem nagging ehem- is no where to be heard, i got to catch up on my beauty sleep. heh. but oh wells.
met the three people supposedly at 1130 but since some two people cant tell the time.. -.-... anyway. was really fun today. was like you know in kindergarden how they used to play dress up. heh. its not my fault teachers come up with weird projects for us to do which require us to overdress.
you should have seen the rest. =)
it was fun anyway. especially since everyone else at chit's condo was staring at us like we were some kind of celeb. =) or just cuase we looked weird. nvm, i'll just make do with the us being celebs one. =DD
i dont have one with zoey with in it right now. since someone by the name of laura decided she didnt want to send me the pictues. uhh..
Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 10:34 PM
shoot time.
oh shit. someone kill time, stop it, strangle it, murder it. gawd.
look at the number of projects we have to do BY THE END OF THE MARCH HOLIDAYS, & since my oh so wonderful one week of holiday(besides dance of course =)) is put into finishing some stinking projects which just because teachers think its a holiday they can just load us with deadlines of THE END OF THE MARCH HOLIDAYS.
its not fair. & no, ms vicky, tanner is nicer than being fair & therefore still makes the world UNfair.
one week, mind you, is seven days. days, not seven weeks. i'll have to be in school everyday & they expect us to finish 3 projects?! its a holiday for heaven's sake. whats a holiday with a pile of projects waiting to be done finished BY THE END OF MARCH HOLIDAYS.
urghh. i shant waste my typing skills on idiotic stuff like this anymore.
urghh.
oh & i changed my mind. murder the teachers instead.